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From: Aaron.Feldman@f204.n260.z1.fidonet.org (Aaron Feldman)
Newsgroups: misc.handicap
Subject: Re: MS
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Date: 12 Sep 90 19:09:07 GMT
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Thanks for your hello. I was interested particularly when you mentioned 
you were out of ways of "outsmarting" your MS. Can you explain a little. 
I have been really scared lately that if I stop pushing I am just not 
going to be able to move anymore. everything has gottent o be a major 
effort. as I told the others the real hard part for me is whhen the 
ABLED go "but you look so good" in my response to trying to limit myself. 
I have had such silly things happen as being embarrrassed by carryin 
a cane (I need really more support now) so walking without anything 
in a mall only to find myself falling down like I was drunk and unable 
to get up. I didn't know what to say to anyone. I still dont know how 
to answer that. Just passed up going to my best friends wedding which 
bothered me a lot.  I was going than I wasn't etc etc etc until I was 
going crazy. Than I suggested to the person who was driving(wedding 
was in NYC which is 6-7 hours from here and it was expected to due 
round trip and wedding in one day. Leave at 1 pm back at 5am) that 
it might be best if I took a wheelchair. That sort of settled it. He 
said if you feel like that stay home. (hummmm)>Anyway, hello and lets 
keep talking.

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