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From: Aaron.Feldman@f204.n260.z1.fidonet.org (Aaron Feldman)
Newsgroups: misc.handicap
Subject: Re: MS
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Date: 20 Sep 90 16:03:34 GMT
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Thank you for your input. I understand myself better after reading 
you and others.  I had thought I was becoming a recluse because I too 
will only let people see me when I feel I have the energy. A psychiatrist 
was suggested for me because of it. I find my biggest problem is helping 
others understand what has and is happening to me.  My Rabbi is a sympathic 
guy (but empathy might be better). I tell him I am tired and he says 
"Thats OK I will just stop bye and we can talk". Or another friend 

doesn't understand when I feel I can't stop bye. What I am trying to 
say is I have not the energy for conversation or even to listen much 
of the time and sometimes I am so angry inside at people for making 
demands on my time. And yes it turns to depression becasue I one hand 
I want to scream leave me alone and on the other I don't want them 
to. I just want them to understand that I am tired.
 
This week I have pushed myself so far I think it is true the place 
I am fearing may come sooner if I don't learb to guage my activities 
better. I really appreciate talking to you..all of you, Aaron

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