Path: utzoo!utgpu!news-server.csri.toronto.edu!cs.utexas.edu!yale!bunker!hcap!hnews!147!12.0!Chris.Cummins From: Chris.Cummins@p0.f12.n147.z1.fidonet.org (Chris Cummins) Newsgroups: misc.handicap Subject: I guess this is the place... Message-ID: <14409@bunker.UUCP> Date: 25 Sep 90 02:46:21 GMT Sender: wtm@bunker.UUCP Reply-To: Chris.Cummins@p0.f12.n147.z1.fidonet.org Distribution: misc Organization: FidoNet node 1:147/12.0 - The Pill Box BBS, Oklahoma City OK Lines: 39 Approved: wtm@bunker.UUCP Index Number: 10621 [This is from the Spinal Injury Conference] I am new to this echo. My name is Chris Cummins, and I am 18 yrs old. I am not new to modeming, as a matter of fact, I have run my share of BBS systems in the past, mostly on smaller 8-Bit machines. I have just recently regenerated my interest and participation in telecommunications. About a year ago, I decided I was going to do a double back flip off of a house... I had done it before, but this time was a little different. You see, I didn't complete the first flip even, I simply dropped on my head. Sound painful? At the time I didn't really think it was painful, but I did notice a new feeling... like I was trapped inside a different body, and that the real me was no longer able to function like I had previously. I went to a doctor, and he described the possibility of having some sort of muscle condition in which the muscles don't relax properly. I don't remember the term he used, but maybe one of you would (if so, please try to relate it to me, there is a lot I don't understand about the results of my accident, I only understand how I feel now.) I lost about 30lbs of weight (I take it to be muscle weight, since I am no where near the build I used to be... even with exercise), and have even noticed I am an inch or two shorter also! I never thought I would be the one to have to live with a back problem, but now I have the rest of my life to go... I realize there are those with far worse conditions, and I can only empathize to a degree, since I will probably never experience the agony of others like they do. I do feel at times there is no one who can relate to me, and in this respect I know for a fact you people out there can and hopefully will. I respect you for that... already. [=\Chris -- Via Opus Msg Kit v1.11 -- Uucp: ..!{decvax,oliveb}!bunker!hcap!hnews!147!12.0!Chris.Cummins Internet: Chris.Cummins@p0.f12.n147.z1.fidonet.org