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From: slg@ukma.UUCP (Sean Gilley)
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Subject: Thoughts
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Date: Mon, 21-Oct-85 14:26:55 EDT
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Posted: Mon Oct 21 14:26:55 1985
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"And the band played on"

As does life go on and on, though I sometimes wonder what the reason
behind all this madness is.  Strangely, the answer is never clear, not,
I think, to anyone.  Frustrations abound, yet also in all we find is a
sweetness.  Something we can't always taste.  Or at least I can't.  And
so I pass through my timeless days moving toward something, someone, I
know not what.

"...no one was saved."

Is anyone?  Something else I will never know for sure.  And yet I feel,
somewhere deep inside of me that this can't be the end. Surely life is
more than a biological mechanism.  But then again maybe it is just wishful
thinking on my part.

"...nobody cared."

Something else that perpetually bothers me.  No one does seem to care. We
all go on in our seperate ways,  without bothering to help, or even think
about helping one another.  Can this be right?  I won't believe it.  Yet I
see people I think of as friends who don't believe the way I do, who don't
even come close to believing the way I do, and I begin to wonder if I am
wrong.

"It's not enough to be in love, we hide behind that word..."

And maybe I do.  I tend to think that a great enough love in the world
would, well maybe not cure all our problems, but at least make a good
start.  And then I lose faith.  It hasn't yet.

"Everything in this book may be wrong."

And what about the things I feel, I believe,  could they also be wrong?
I wonder.

I wonder.





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