Relay-Version: version B 2.10 5/3/83; site utzoo.UUCP Posting-Version: version B 2.10.2 9/5/84; site mtx5a.UUCP Path: utzoo!watmath!clyde!burl!ulysses!mhuxr!mhuxt!houxm!mtuxo!mtune!mtunf!mtx5c!mtx5d!mtx5a!mhb From: mhb@mtx5a.UUCP (q) Newsgroups: net.poems Subject: Untitled (prose) Message-ID: <1362@mtx5a.UUCP> Date: Wed, 18-Jun-86 16:58:27 EDT Article-I.D.: mtx5a.1362 Posted: Wed Jun 18 16:58:27 1986 Date-Received: Fri, 20-Jun-86 01:55:56 EDT Distribution: net Organization: AT&T Information Systems, Middletown, NJ 07748-4801. Lines: 10 Like the material stoic who denies himself the expectation of pleasure and sustenance to save himself from the disappointment of anguish and hunger, I deny myself the expectation of salvation to save myself from the disappointment of a realization - the realization that I am inevitably approaching the termination of my very existence. A realization need not be fully comprehended in all its subtle entirety to strike paralyzing fear into the deep-core of a man ... a mere reminder to his subconscious jolts him awake to the horror he has really known all the while. - mhb/explorer, philosopher and software developer at large